Saturday, September 18, 2010

True enough , blogger doesn't allow me to upload my photo again .
I tried like several times , but failed .
Damn it .
Well , i will still post my day with bi .

230 -> Airport -> Ehub -> His place .
Ate coffee club at Airport , full much .
Bought my perfume and chocolates .
Cab back to his place to put down the things and off to ehub .
Caught the Shock Labyrinth .
Before we watched , Bi friends said quite boring and confusing .
Yeah , damn true .
All i know is about revenge , guilt and stuffs .
Walked to bi place after that ,
went home around 11plus .

Although 9hours with you today wasn't enough for me ,
i still enjoyed the moments i had with you .
No words can express how much i love you .
You taught me what is true love , you made me experience what a true relationship is ,
most importantly , you made me felt how a girlfriend is suppose to be pampered in a relationship .
I no longer dare to think about my future anymore .
I am afraid that no matter how much i think , things will not go the way i wanted .
I'm lying if i said i am not afraid of losing you .

Got no idea what happened to me these few days .
My mood is like damn shit and i kept thinking towards the negative side .
I hate it so much ):
I appeared to be strong but i just found out , i am not at all .
Small little things affect my mood so easily , i cried at things that don't go my right way .
I kept telling others to be strong when i am not at all .
But this time , i gonna learn to be one , i gonna be one .
Someone told me 'Don't ever made others look down on you.'
This will be the last time i saying this craps , the last time i making myself like a fool .

Thanks god , i have bi in my life .
Things are so much better .

Be strong , and i will .

/22 more days .

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