Sometimes i can't help but to think back of the past . Yes , everything . My 17years of life . Having boyfriend one after another and i was wondering , what exactly i want . Was it really hard to find someone who loves you ?

Came across a guy profile who used to 'love' me so much but now we are no longer friends . Always got the urge to click the 'Add as friends' button and ask how is he . But i stopped and think . Why am i doing this when he treated me so bad in the past ?


Moreover , i always said things that my heart don't match . What do i really want after all ?

And i finally gave up cause no matter how much i think , there's no answer to it .

She sat in the room alone , thinking and wondering what to do . Holding the cigarette in her hand whether should she do it ..

She got her answer .