Thursday, May 27, 2010

Till today , i thought i have a bunch of wonderful girlfriends by my side .
But i was so so so wrong .
Fuckvzvzvzx .
I was utterly disappointed with you/you guys .
I guess you don't even know why i am angry/upset or
why i chose not to reply you .
I thought things will be better today , it is ohkay for not turning up today in school .
Cause i know , you won't .. for me .
But i was so fucking pissed when you guys went out and not calling me too .
I believed this is not the first time i said this .
When did i not call you to go out ? I was even the one who called you if you wanna to go out today before things happened yesterday .
What happened today huh ? NOT EVEN A FUCKING MSG/CALL FOR YOU .
It's ohkay .
I will always remember what you did to me .

Maybe you might think that i drifted away from you .
It's ohkay , i won't blame you too .
All i know , i did my part to spend time with you equally .
The rest is up to you .
Yes , you might think that this is only a small problem and i have created it big .
But to me it is not .
I don't care what will happen after you read this .
I just wanna let you know how i feel .
You guys can badmouth me for all you want after this cause i can't be bothered anymore .
But don't blame me if i changed .


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School was alright today ,
thanks to my beloved babes ! ( insert many hearts <3 )
Although i know i still not very close with you guys but i am still thankful for what you guys did and being there for me , always (:
Not forgetting , Jingyi !
Heeeeeeeeeeevzvzx , love you kay ! ^^

Reminder : I NEED TO START STUDYING SOON AGAIN . TIME'S RUNNING . TIME'S RUNNING , TIME'S RUNNING . TIK TOK TIK TOK TIK TOK !! AHHHH .

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