Webcaming with Ray nowvzvx .
Only makes me smile to myself only ! Like retarded you mei you !

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I feels like a shit nowvzvx .
I seriously got no idea what to do .
Maybe i am thinking too much ,
Maybe things won't turn out the way i thought ,
Maybe i am just afraid .
I got no one to talk to , everyone don't understand me at all .
They will only say i am selfish ?
But do you guys understand me in the first place ?
Who is the one giving in so much and everything is still the same ?
Fml .

Tmr is a 'off day' for our school .
Suppose to go out with Noobie .
But he said he might be going his grandma house tmr .
So yeah -.-
I will be either staying at home(most likely) or going out with him .
Yeah so ,
Fml .

A few days back , i told myself to be a happy kid everyday .
Less than a week , i failed to do so .
I find it so difficult to do it , it seems so impossible for me too ):
i think i am such a failure in life .
Everything i do seems to be wrong ):
Fml fml fml .

How i wish i can just sleep the whole life of mine .
I am tired of living man , seriously -.-
I hate to type out all these craps out .
I rather type those happy stuffs of mine too .
But there's nothing to be happy about with my life .
Harhar harharhar .

And i am prepared to hear my parents screaming at me when
they come back from the parents and teacher meeting next sat .
I failed almost all my subjects , even if it is not fail , it just passed by a few marks ?
Gahhhhhhh !
God bless me manvzvx ..

End with ,
I love my Mom&Noobie ttm (:

With love ,
Vikkiyo .