Things hasn't been going well for me these few days , or shall i say weeks ?

My Poa is failing , i got no one to ask .
Not my family members as they don't know a shit about it .
&I damn tired about staying back everyday ..
I am seriously tired , staying back like everyday ?
Come on , give me a break .
I hope i could just sleep and die peacefully , i think it is better ..
Or rather study overseas which don't have ranks in our studies .
I am just fucking tired .

Yes , i am siao ohkay who cries for nothing .
I am useless who only knows how to cry .
Well , have you thought of me ? Will you there when i need you ?
I can say i tried to be your side every moment , have you ?
Everything seems to be my fault .. What did i do ?
Yes , i am sad/angry with you toady .
I have my reasons yet you don't know and think that i angry with you for nothing .
Seems like you don't know me well at all ..
Things changed and no longer the same anymore .
Yes , maybe you are right , i need to grow up .
But you ? Do you think you need to grow up too ?
Do you know that you are hurting me by your words and you don't know a shit about it ?
I guess it is time we should face our problems ..

I need to study later still .. No time for slacking .
I will reply tags on weekends .