My fate cries out .

2011-04-21T22:39:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i can't help but to think back of the past . Yes , everything . My 17years of life . Having boyfriend one after another and i was wondering , what exactly i want . Was it really hard to find someone who loves you ?

Came across a guy profile who used to 'love' me so much but now we are no longer friends . Always got the urge to click the 'Add as friends' button and ask how is he . But i stopped and think . Why am i doing this when he treated me so bad in the past ?

Moreover , i always said things that my heart don't match . What do i really want after all ?

And i finally gave up cause no matter how much i think , there's no answer to it .

She sat in the room alone , thinking and wondering what to do . Holding the cigarette in her hand whether should she do it ..

She got her answer .

2011-04-16T00:47:00.000-07:00

My eye bag is getting bigger ~ Omg ): Just finished studying another 2 chapters of SS and i already feel like dying T.T Plus i'm planning to burn midnight oil todayyyyyyyyyy . Gonna study till late night (Y) Cause i realised there's so much to revise !! *insert sad face* So i only came here to take a break , teehee ! After this , i gonna s t u d y again !

On the other hand , i already tired of bothering about 'that'. Really , if you not tired , i am . I don't have much time to care about it too . Moreover , both of you are telling me two different things , putting a bloody fake mask in front of me . How the fuck i know who is telling the truth ? So no point explaining anything , no point me telling what he said . Just go awayyyyyy .

Guess i shall put this aside and get back to work , xoxo .

2011-04-14T23:25:00.000-07:00

I don't wanna abandon my blog but i got nothing awesome to blog about . And i'm here for a reason . Cause I am feeling so damn down . The worst thing is that , i just absorbed two chapters of SS . Now , I feel so damn fucked up with all the problems i had and SS notes going through my mind . I really got no idea who to believe . Hearing different stories from different person . Who the fuck should i believe ?

No one is able to describe how i am feeling right now . And i need you now Weeshiyi , I neeeeeed you now .

2011-04-11T21:46:00.000-07:00

59days without you .

Breakdown and i realised i'm all alone ..

2011-04-10T23:00:00.000-07:00

Pray you undo this button . Today was my first day of my English tuition . Although the classroom was super small , it occupied all the seats . Although the teacher taught us as though he was catching the last train , although the people there were unfriendly . It turns out awesome cause my dear babe , WeeShiyi , was with me (: Life is not going too well for me yet although things is getting better . I'm still suffering in my parent's hand , under their control . It's not something great . Moreover , with the cold attitude they gave , it only makes things worst . It only makes the relationship further , it only cause us to drift even more .

Sometimes we don't even know what we want , don't even know what we thinking . Once we achieve something , we will tend to realise this is not what we want after all . Whereas , once we lost it , we tend to regret for not treasuring it .

You're someone so hard to forget .

2011-04-09T23:54:00.000-07:00

I'm just putting a fake smile in front of everyone and no one truly knows the reason behind it . I think i should face the reality now . I bet everyone knows what the fuck had happened to me recently . It's killing me seriously . Problems after problems . Yes , i and alex broke up and that's why i mia from my blog . It been nearly two months and i still can't get over him . But well , if he's happy now , why not ? (:

I seriously need to buck up on my studies too . If i carry on like this , i gonna fail my o levels . But i got no idea why , no matter how much i tried , i still end up failing or just a pass in my class test . I feel so useless and hopeless . I can't seems to do anything right at all . ~~Perhaps cause you're gone ..~~ I left with a few more months to go , guess i need to work double hard now .

My life is totally different now . I standing all by myself , going through all the shit alone . Who can i tell all my troubles to ? Who can i trust ? Who can hear me out ? No one . No one is able to know how i truly feels . Now i tend to keep my thoughts/feelings to myself cause one person suffer than two right ? Yes no ? And i don't see a point telling everyone .

2011-02-21T02:14:00.000-08:00

MIA .

2011-02-05T23:59:00.000-08:00

Sometimes i wonder why life is so fucked up .

I am 17 already , yet i can't do what i want .

Although i have a awesome boyfriend , great girlfriends around me , yes , i am happy .

But humans will never be contented ?

I want my freedom .

I hate it when i feels this way .

I will always start to turn grumpy and my attitude start to throw like freefree only .

Then when i cool down or thought about it , i feel so regret to the person i attitude to .

But if the person really understand me , he/she will not mind instead being more understanding ?

However ,

I should not stick to Alex too much 2 cause who knows what the future is like .

Maybe , just maybe , we will not be together f o r e v e r .

Cause nothing last forever .

I finally believed it .

Thinking back , i used to be that small little girl , believing in such fairy tales .

When you are meant to be the person you love , it will be .

You no need to pray and hope that the relationship of yours will last f o r e v e r .

If you love a person , you will want him/her to be happy .

Therefore ,

I hope Alex yap will be happy forever .

With love ,

Valerielee .

2011-02-01T20:58:00.000-08:00

Tmr is the 2feb , which is aku birthday !

But idk why i not happy at all , don't have the feel you know !

Suay thing is on Chinese new year eve , how to celebrate when everyone is having reunion dinner !

But if it's not on the Chinese new year eve , i won't have half day .

Therefore , I wonder if it's a good thing that my birthday falls on CNY .

*Stab myself*

Past few weeks busy shopping for my New year clothes with Bi .

Awesomeeeeeeeee i shall say !

Finally got my pretty heels too , tempting to buy one more though but NONONONO .

I will be going another shopping trip with Bi after CNY too anyway , heeheeheehee ~

School starts for a month only and i already can feel the stress lor !

Stupid English , Stupid Math , Stupid Physics , Stupid Chemistry , especially the chemical analysis that i had learnt today !

How the f did everyone got the answer ~

Melrize said "I think we very noob lehx." Omg , so agree with that .

*Prom night photos of myself. (I know it's very long ago already!)*

Nothing much happened the last few days too .

Everyday seems to be the same .

Monday-Thursday ; School and home !

Friday ; Meet Bi and wash car ! :D

Saturday and Sunday depending on whether we free anot ^^

But i like those time i spend with bi whether it is just washing car or shopping .

Teeheeheehee !

Last Sunday my family went to celebrate my birthday at T1 ; F.I.S.H

And stupid bi keep on disturbing me by asking where i eating at .

[ Not the exact conversation ]

Bi : "Where you guys eating at?"

Me : "Fish , one shop at T1"

Bi : "I know is fish but what's the shop name?"

Me : "Fish by fish and co."

Bi : "I want the shop name!"

Me : "F.I.S.H by fish and co!"

Bi : "Why you must type F.I.S.H so big. So what the shop name ?"

Me : "THE SHOP NAME IS F.I.S.H !"

Bi : "I know lah , i just playing with you only . Hahahah !"

-.- How lame can my bi be ..

Haish ..

HAHAHAHAH !

But i still love him lahs , like duh !

Here are some yummmy pictures ~

The super big jug for two person .

My yummy white fish :D

I will blog again when .... i free .

Heh !!

2011-01-15T23:59:00.000-08:00

The same old path without you around .

I broke down in tears , things were just the same .

2011-01-01T19:54:00.000-08:00

Say goodbye to 2010 .
Yesterday was a blast although some things really screwed the shit out of me .
Went to eat Swensens with Bi at Tampines and caught 'The ghost must be crazy'.
After that , went to find Shannon&co. at Cineleisure .
Slack and partyyyyyyyyyy but my heels was killing me .
Cab home around 7plus this morning .

It's the new year , the first day of new year today .
Surprisingly , i don't wish this year to come that badly .
'O' levels , Bi's attachment / final year , will be a busy year for both of us .
Probably won't meet that often anymore .

And obviously i am sad , but like what Bi says 'No choice'.
This is life , there's nothing i can do about it .
All i can do now is get use to my new life .
Just hope everything will be fine , between Bi and me ):

Shall keep myself occupied so i won't miss Bi that badly .
Cause he said he will be busy doing his project so probably won't be able to miss me so much .
Mean right !!
But is ohkay , i also don't know when was the last time he said 'imissyou' to me lor !
So xi guan already lahhhhhhhhh , tsk !

Resolution of 2011 :
- Freaking pass my 'O' levels with wonderful grades and get into ploy .
- Get through this huge obstacle with Bi .

Shall not be greedy , two is enough !
The rest just let nature take it course as i don't hope for much too .
Expectations lead to more disappointment .

2010-12-25T11:59:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone !

Time files so damn bloody fast ! I haven't enjoy enough !!

So i spend my Christmas eve at Kelvin's place to celebrate his advance birthday and christmas partyyyyyyyy ~

Starting was actually quite boring but managed to talk to Yanyuan and catch up with each other , Great !

After that , the 'Gao siao San Ren Zu' kind of entertain us with their jokes and 'performance'.

All is on Facebook , go check it out ! :D

I swear i laugh like mad , in fact , everyone !

Around 9plus went ehub ate New York New York with Bi -> Bi played Dota with Shannon&co. -> Central ; Shop and Save -> Yanxiang's place !

Left his place around 6plus , went Bi's place and he fetch his mom to work and send me home (:

And i was trying to find any chance to wear my beanie yesterday !

Christmas whattttttttttt ! Must have the qi fen right !! HEH .

So slept at 8plus all the way to 12plus !

Rest awhile and got prepared to head down to Bi place (:

Order Pizza hut for dinner ! Mad full ! I gonna grow fat again ~ T.T

Looking forward for countdown , that's will be my last enjoyment until my school starts T.T

Probably must wait till June if i wanna ton , wthhhhhhh ):

Bi just promised me to travel to other country on Christmas to see snow! if we can go overseas together next time when we get older !

Ohkay , he didn't really promise but i don't care ! TEEHEE !

First time spend Christmas with Bi , happy happy ~ And really enjoyed myself yesterday .

How i wish time could turn back .. ): I miss all those fun .

/Some people really pissing me off like seriously .

I hope karma will get you if not i will .

2010-12-19T22:52:00.000-08:00

Today just simply sucks , is like just another home alone .
Around 4plus decided to go gym , back home around 7plus .

Everyone is not perfect , I can't be 100% ohkay all the time .
I get very upset over small little things , i believed that's a weak point of mine .
And the solution is , be alone .

Sometimes i really feels like crying out everything so badly .
I got an urge to go out now to have a walk at Pasir ris park , to run and forget everything .
I totally got no idea what happen to me , what the fuck is troubling me .
I just felt that something , something is not right .
This is not my life at all .
I may appear happy and strong the outside , but who the fuck truly understands me ?
Feels like bombing everything to Bi but i realised , idk what to say cause i have not yet figure out what's wrong with me .

Being alone today wasn't bad after all , at least Bi and I can have some time alone for ourselves if not too sticky .
But i am not used to it without Bi around me . I guess this is something that i must overcome .
I can't depend on Bi all the time , i can't .
If not when he is not part of my life next time , i will suffer real badly .
It's not that i don't have confident in this relationship .
No one knows how much i want this relationship to last forever .
But there's this saying that says "Nothing last forever" .
It's not up to me to say anyway , it takes two hands to clap .
Some things i have to let natural takes it all .
The more i want it to be this way , it won't .

*There's nothing happen between Bi and me .*

I just need somewhere to rant , and i feels abit better .
No plans for tmr , feels like going shopping alone .
Omg no , sounds so emo T.T

I'm sorry for neglecting you , i hope you do understand , i need to be alone to avoid quarrels with you dear . You know that i love you as much as you do , you know that .

I should be happy that I have Bi in my life . Not throwing my temper and attitude at him . I feels really really really bad for treating him this way for the past 4months . I am not a perfect and wonderful girlfriend like what you said Bi , i am not . Now you get it right .. ):
I still remember that strange night that you suddenly text me . That's when our love story began . After that we started to text each other everyday , every minute till i fall asleep . Then the next day we will start everything again . I never regretted choosing this path , never regretted being with you , never regretted calling you Bi .
Thankyou for showering me with your love every single day , you never once throw your temper at me . I love it when we start disturbing each other , pinching and playing with each other although it is painfullllllllllll but at least we had fun . I will never ever forget you Bi , never . You are the one who showed me a new path from my previous relationship that i had suffered . I got no idea how am i gonna thank you for all the things you had done for me so far . I wanna apologise for all the things i had made you disappointed , sad , angry and most importantly , for throwing my temper at you . You are the best boyfriend i ever had . Thanks for your understanding towards me . I swear with all my life that i will never leave you till you decide to leave me . But sometimes i do feel that you are too good enough for me Bi . I am so afraid that i will lose you due to my weak points dear , so afraid . Right now , i just wanna love and cherish you with all my heart . Just you and me , just you and me . 18 till the very end .
I love you dear .

2010-12-18T00:34:00.000-08:00

Gonna back my results !
Promoted but not really very happy with it !
I expected better results although i don't have any confident ! ):

But at least i promoted . that's more important !
Gonna study real hard next year manvzvx !!
I hope i can , teehee ><

18th ,
I love my bibi <3

2010-12-16T07:05:00.000-08:00

Taking results tmr .
I AM SO DEAD !! ):

I'm scared ..

2010-12-14T20:58:00.000-08:00

Stay home today again .

Someone kill me please .

I fucking rot at home like some lifeless kid , seriously .

Totally got nothing to do lahs !

Moodswing going up and down too today , sucks big time .

Small things pissed me off so easily but i just keep my mouth shut .

Chalet tmr , not sure if i will be staying overnight .

Probably just stay late or something i guess ?

This week sucks so much !

No plans at all , only tmr chalet then nothing else .

And i will be taking results on Friday ! *stab myself*

I am so dead , really .I got this feeling i will fail my N levels .

But what to do ? Nothing can be done !

So prepare for the worst lor T.T

Not in the mood to do anything .

FUCK LIFE .

2010-12-12T18:09:00.000-08:00

Don't have the time to wish Bi on the day itself here .

So ,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BI ! :D

ILOVE YOU KAY KAY KAY !

But i am the first to wish him ohkay !

YAYAYAY !

So , i leave house around 11plus yesterday .

I contact his brother instead all the way , went in the room when he is sleeping .

Teehee ~

Hide his presents in his room and went out the house to wait for him while he is showering .

And i started to birthday bash him !

But in the end , is he and his brother playing . HAHAHAH .

Such a big bully lor him -.-

After that , clean the place and he shower another time . LOL .

Then he started finding for his present but like last than half an hour he found everything -.-

Humph , not fun at all !

So , here's the presents i gave him ! ^^

During the noon went to see his car with his family .

Mad tired but i believe Bi is happy so yeah , worth it !

Went two places , automart and turf city .

Finally bi get his car at turf city as we spend like nearly the whole day looking for his car !

Hahahah !

Went to meet Bi's friends at central around 8plus ?

Ate zi char at Sanding then slack awhile .

Headed home with Bi to his place .

Time really flies so so so fast ..

I still remember how excited i was before Bi's birthday ,

busy cracking my brain cells about what to get for Bi .

Now , in the few days time , i will get my results T.T

I AM NOT READY YET ! NOT READY ~

Really hope that i will pass and go up to sec5 .

Right now Bi is busying studying as he got exam tmr till thursday !

So i can only meet him on THURSDAY ! T.T

Is ohkayyyyyyyy , time pass damn fast , very fast .. i hope ):

I MISSING YOU ALREADY BI ! ):

2010-12-04T23:59:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Baoxian ! ^^

Reached home not long ago from Bi's place .
Suppose to celebrate Baoxian's birthday but none of bi's friends went so we stayed at home instead (:
And that idiot bully me like fun fun only . TSK !
He even bited my hands and toes ~ Poor thing right !
"Wo shi yi ge kelian kelian kelian de xiao nu hai~"
Gosh , he will kill me when he sees this but nevermind lahhhhhhhh hor bi :D
HEH .

Bi's birthday is like coming soon and i am afraid that something will go the wrong way .
Or i am afraid he will dislike the present i giving him or wrong size or sth ..
Goshhhhhhhh ):

Well , i actually quite envy people whose birthday falls on a holiday .
Cause mine don't and it sucks like , every year ?
It is like super sucky as something will always screw up that day or something will happen that will make me so upset .
I forgotten when was the last time i had a very memorable birthday .
Don't bother talking about next year T.T

Ohkay , i feeling so bad complaining .
I should stop it cause it is just a freaking birthday , just a day , yeah , just a normal day !
And i pretty excited for Bi's birthday actually . Most likely ton-ing that day (:
I.like.that !
Oh , did i mention Bi's brother also falls the same birthday as Bi ?
So cool right !
And i am the same as their dog , Caramel -.-
TSK . But she's damn cute , I swear !!!

And i hate my moodswings these few days ):
i get very hyper and happy for one moment and the next moment i will feel damn low .
Wth ):
I really hate it , really really really !
Haish !

Results is coming out so and i am so scared ):
I got feeling i will score damn badly for it .
But what to do , what's done is done . I can't do anythingggggggggggg .
I'm so hungry nao , but i got to stop eating !
I growing fatter mannnnnnnnnvzvx .
DIET DIET DIET !!
And great , Monday is coming ! :D Miss my gym last Monday !!

And baby , i'm so in love with you ! (L)

2010-11-27T21:08:00.000-08:00

Stayed the whole day at home today , I miss my babyboy so badly .

Well , yesterday , Adam told me there's this nail polish that will glow in the dark at some website . Hahahahah , so we ordered and try it :D Gonna go get it tmr , cool .

I did nothing at home today , just some simple exercise , tv and computer .

Bored die me i swear .

Yesterday suppose to go shopping with Bi but due to something that made me damn upset , Bi being a understanding boyfriend , he postpone to next week instead (: I'm sorry bi , because of me we are unable to go shopping . Next week ohkay ~ Teehee !

Looking at some old photos i had with my past clique , omg i miss the times so badly . We took photos like free free everyday -.- Hahahah ! Unfortunately , we can't rewind back the time . Now , when we see each other , hi and bye came out from our mouth only , Sad much .

December is coming !

I'm lovin' my life , cause i got you .

No more kiddy love , i am real this time .

2010-11-21T11:59:00.000-08:00

I gonna be strong .
It's sad when we went through so much and you said something that hurts my heart so badly , so badly . I can even feels the pain that i had in me when you said it . But well , it's the facts so i can't say much about it . Just hope that things will get better and of course i am not gonna give up yet cause i haven't give my best shot . I want you to know , I'm the right one for you , I'll always be there . I will definitely not give up , definitely .

This shows how important you are to me . I believed in fate . I will let it decide the path for us instead of me praying and hoping for everything to be true . But i wanna let you know that my love for you didn't change at all too and i willing to fight this till the end , till the time that you really think i am the right one for you , the one that can spend the life with you forever , the one that understand each other well enough ...

2010-11-09T04:19:00.000-08:00

Accept the things which fate binds you , and love the people that fate brings you together , but do so with all your heart .

2010-10-13T21:33:00.000-07:00

Just reached home around 8plus .
Wanted to dye my hair with Shiyi , Darren and Joey .
But Bi asked me not to as it is a waste of money .
Boohoo ! But it's ohkay .
Bi promised me to dye after o levels .
Omg , o levels ): Boohooooooooooooooo !

So i went Fareast with Bi yesterday .
Totally awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! ^^
Bought quite a number of clothes and i am happy with it ! :D
HEH !
Class chalet tmr and most likely ton-ing .
I am so excited lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

I don't want to say i miss you though deep inside i do .
Cause i'm afraid you might see through and
know how much fear i have of losing someone like you .

2010-10-12T00:52:00.000-07:00

It is better to know and be disappointed , than to not know and always wonder .

I just want you to be happy , that's all i ever wanted .
I meant every single word i said to you .
You are right , we will not know what the future will be like .
We may end up going separate ways , we may end up being together forever .
But no matter what gonna happen in the future , i gonna cherish you every moment i am with you now .
I love you bi ,
thanks for everything you had done , thanks for being there , thanks for your understanding .

This post is meant to be for you bi .

Life goes on ...

2010-10-11T13:02:00.000-07:00

Finally my N levels is overrrrr !
Teeheee ! But bi already celebrated it for me like on the thursday ?
Lmao . Heh !
Shopped at Bugis two days ago , bought quite a number of things .
But i haven't got what the things i want yet .
Is ohkay , i still got fareast with Bi :D

I got so much things i wanna do , so many places i wanna go !
And class chalet on the 14th and 15th .
But i wanna go shopping first ayeeeeeeeee ~

Shall go bath and prepare to meet bibi ! :D

Truth and confidence are the roots of happiness .

2010-09-21T21:37:00.000-07:00

13 more days to N levels , 20 more days to my freedom .
I gonna work damn hard right now , just for this 13days .
And i gonna enjoy myself after that .
I swear i will .

Teehee , school's kinda suck right now although i managed to sleep lesser in class .
But clique seems to be drifting , i got no idea why .
Sad much , but well , what can i do too huh .
Boohoo .

Really really really can't wait for my N levels to end .
I got so much things i wanna to do !
Everytime when i said that i wanna go somewhere or do something ,
all i can say is 'After N levels lor.'
Walaoooooovzvx .
And most importantly , i am able to spend longer and more time with my dearest Boyfriend !
Been meeting him for a few hours only these few days .
Not enough not enough !
TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK !

Oh , i love it when my dearest boy gave me a surprise .
Teeheeee ! :D
Normally dearest boy will only send me to the bus stop or accompany me to wait for cab .
( I am ohkay with it hor , bi ! )
Today when he send me to the bus stop , i thought it will be as usual .
I randomly asked him if he will miss me when we was waiting for the bus to arrive and he said he won't ):
I thought he was just joking so i didnt really bother much about it .
But when the bus came , i was waiting for his goodbye that he will always give me when i was about to board the bus , but this time he didn't .
I felt really puzzled but did said a bye .
Next minute , he went up the bus when i turned my head .
'Now you know why i said i won't miss you' , that's all he said .
And i smileeeeeeeeeeeee !
TEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
I want to be the only one to get the chance to see how amazing you really are .

/Shut the fuck up , Valerie .
I am tired enough to care .

2010-09-18T23:59:00.000-07:00

True enough , blogger doesn't allow me to upload my photo again .
I tried like several times , but failed .
Damn it .
Well , i will still post my day with bi .

230 -> Airport -> Ehub -> His place .
Ate coffee club at Airport , full much .
Bought my perfume and chocolates .
Cab back to his place to put down the things and off to ehub .
Caught the Shock Labyrinth .
Before we watched , Bi friends said quite boring and confusing .
Yeah , damn true .
All i know is about revenge , guilt and stuffs .
Walked to bi place after that ,
went home around 11plus .

Although 9hours with you today wasn't enough for me ,
i still enjoyed the moments i had with you .
No words can express how much i love you .
You taught me what is true love , you made me experience what a true relationship is ,
most importantly , you made me felt how a girlfriend is suppose to be pampered in a relationship .
I no longer dare to think about my future anymore .
I am afraid that no matter how much i think , things will not go the way i wanted .
I'm lying if i said i am not afraid of losing you .

Got no idea what happened to me these few days .
My mood is like damn shit and i kept thinking towards the negative side .
I hate it so much ):
I appeared to be strong but i just found out , i am not at all .
Small little things affect my mood so easily , i cried at things that don't go my right way .
I kept telling others to be strong when i am not at all .
But this time , i gonna learn to be one , i gonna be one .
Someone told me 'Don't ever made others look down on you.'
This will be the last time i saying this craps , the last time i making myself like a fool .
Thanks god , i have bi in my life .
Things are so much better .

Be strong , and i will .

/22 more days .

2010-09-18T00:00:00.000-07:00

Happy First Month Anniversary bi (:
Thanks for everything you had done for me so far .
Best of the best !
I love youuuuuuuuuu ! (L)(L)

I don't need to say much , i don't need to care much .
Everyone will know , everyone have their eyes to see , everyone have their ears to listen .
No point me explaining to people who will not believe me , they will naturally knows what's my personally .
I love the way i am cause i am ValerieLee (;

I swear i am mad tired these few days .
Busy running here and there to prepare bi's gift .
Rushing for time like mad , cab here and there .
I wanna thanks my dearest shiyi for accompany me to get the stuffs i needed .
Love you ttfm alright ! (L)

Tmr gonna be a long sweet day for me :D
Teehee !
So , i gonna turn in soon .
I will most likely post again tmr .
Hopefully blogger allows me to upload my photos !
k , goodnight !

2010-09-12T23:08:00.000-07:00

What's so good about badmouthing people behind their backs ?
No balls to say it in front of me ?
Come on , you are totally NO ONE to judge me ,
and you got NO RIGHTS to say anything about me at all when you don't even have any status .
Think before you say anything bitch .
I don't have any negative feelings for you at all at first ,
but right now , you completely change it .
I don't give a damn what fucking characters you have ,
you just made me think that you are acting and behaving like a kid , a immature one indeed .
I know what you said , everything (:
So , i will be here waiting for you then .

I don't care what will happen if i post this ,
or it's obvious that who i am referring .
I just wanna get my rights back .
Those who know me well , i hate people badmouthing me .
It's not like i love to post this or whatsoever .

Yesterday , suppose to have a bbq for Shannon's farewell surprise .
But everything was screwed up .
In the end , went Bedok 85 to eat instead .
Didn't eat anything due to some shity things happened .
Idiot much but is ohkay . Bi is right (:
Mood came back after i vent my anger on the phone with Shiyi(L)
Thanks much babe ! (:

Bus-ed back to Pasir ris/ Central -> Ehub !
Slacked there around 2plus then went Bi's place to ton .
Watched horror movie ; Apartment 1303 .
And i can't believed we didn't sleep much and talked all the way till 9plus .
Cab home and took a half an hour nap -.-
After that , went out with family for lunch to celebrate sister's advance birthday .
Came home around 4plus and prepared to meet Shiyi&Darren .
Pool awhile and Bi came to find mevzvz ! :D
Home around 9plus .

Slept only a few hours for two days !
Omgvzvzx , tired much !
So i gonna turn in after this :D
K , Goodbye !

I love you dearest Bi (L)

2010-09-10T23:40:00.000-07:00

You crept into my heart and

I promise to love you forever , every single day of forever .

230 -> Bi's place -> Whitesand -> Kelvin's place (:
Cab home around late 10plus .
hen Bi went ehub with the rest .

Tmr gonna be a great day for me , i hope .
Hee !
Most likely going Changi airport with bibi (L)
To get my kinder surprise that he promised and my perfume i think .
After that , not plan yet but most probably tonning ~
Woohooooooo !

I missing bi already ):
Shall turn in soon so i can meet him like in a few more hours time :D
So , goodnight !

2010-09-07T23:06:00.000-07:00

Blogger is being a bitch again .
They don't allow meee to upload my photo .
Damn it -.- Boohoo !

Well , SS paper today just screwed up totally .
Studied Governance like idiot , mermorise everything
and the best part is , nothing of it came out ! (Y)
Saying out every word from WS mac to 230 to school !
~~FML .~~
Complaining to Bi all the way !
Well , label as complain queen by someone! but bobian ,
he said that he will to listen me whenever i am complaining :D
Hahahah !

OH and and and , bi gave me a surprise again !
He came under my block when he heard that i was really upset about my SS paper .
How can i not love him like seriously . HEEEE !
I damn love him you mei you !
Really didn't expect him to come over to my place .
One word , shocked (:

Bathed and prepared , off to ehub .
Popeyes -> Pool -> Dte -> cab home .
I simply love today but not SS paper .
SS paper seriously suck lahs !
But Bi and i was like crapping , joking and playing all the way at ehub .
Although it was just 2hours that we spend together , we had fun ^^v

Tmr , yes tmr ~
I gonna enjoy myself first before i gonna work hard for my N levels again !
Time for my bed time ! *Winks .

2010-09-05T18:29:00.000-07:00

2nd day without bi ):

I miss you <3
4 more days my dear !

2010-09-05T00:51:00.000-07:00

It's 5th september nowvzvzx !
So ...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! (L)
LOVE YOU DEEP DEEPVZVZVZ ! :D

Alex Yap !
Aku cinta kau too kay ! (L)
HEE HEE HEE ! Valex ! ^^

2010-09-04T08:32:00.000-07:00

Went to celebrate Mummy's birthday today at some dim sum restaurant .
The food like nice only but very little variety , tsk tsk .
Went to walk around before heading to 230 (:
Meet up the rest and studied at Superdog .
Home around 9plus (Y) Cool !

And these few days , my stomach have been killing me alot .
Like a idiot only !
Mummy said it might be gastric problems but i don't think sooo leh !
Pain then not pain then pain again !
Wah , i gonna die manvzvx ): ): ):
I wonder what the hell happened to me , hope it will go off soon aye .
If not .. bi said he gonna bring me to the doctor ):
Like a nono to me , i don't wanna !

Didn't meet this pig of mine today , sad much ):
But it is ohkay , Thursday will come real soon and aku can tahan de ohkay !
Hahahah !
And i got so much plans after my N levels on Wed !
But but but .. hope mummy allows aye ! HEE !

Right now , i need to study study study !
I must really really really pass my N levels man , if not i gonna get it from my dad .
Boohoo much !
So i might be staying at home and studyyyyyy tmr .
Just ren a few days more and i can to play all i want ^^
Woohoo ~

Tears are words the heart can't say .
Sometimes i don't wish to hear those words from you .
I rather not to know anything , not to know the truth .
I miss those times we had last time .
Why ? Cause we had so much trust in each other and of cos , those times we spend together .
Our first date out alone to Vivo , the first time we talked on National day at Marina Square .
I remembered cracking our brains so badly , thinking what our first quarrel will be
when we understand each other so well , having so much trust in each other .
Things are going smoothly between us right now although some jealousy-ness took place a few days back ,
but i can confidently say that we will be able to get through this obstacle together ,
the love for each other will remain this strong till forever .
I may not be a perfect girlfriend of yours but ,
i understand everything , i roughly know what your characters are right now , i trust your movements , and lastly ,
I love you , f o r e v e r .

2010-08-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

I am really thankful to have you in my life .
Iloveyou now and forever (L)

Celebrate Sister's 23rd Bithday at some cafe ,
I love the brownie thereeeeee , like a yummy only ! :D
HEEEE ! I LIKE I LIKE !

After that went town with Bi , Alan & Siqiang .
Really damn enjoyed myself there with them ^^
Walked alot but only got myself a new wallet and another couple barangbarang with Bi !
HEE ! :D
Reached there around late in the evening , 6plus ?
Bus there and cab home around late 10plus (:
Wanted to go over ehub with Bi but nah , late already ):
But it's ohkay , i get to see him in a few more hours time again (L)
Looking forward for tmr ~ *Winks !

-You are my everything .

2010-08-23T22:16:00.000-07:00

My Beloved Bi (L)

You are my first boyfriend that really understand me .

No words can describe how much iloveyou , how thankful i am to meet you ,

how happy i am whenever i am with you .

Really appreciated for your understanding and small things that you had done for me so far .
Like what you said , although we know each other for only a short period of time ,

we may not fully understand or know each other well enough ,

but i believed you are the one for me too (:

We got a long way ahead of us , we shall walk down this road together .

I Love You , I Trust You , Bi (L)

I am getting to hate mimi ang like seriously .

Bloody cheat aku feelings -.-

But like what bi said , tahan for a few more weeks !

Then i can enjoy like woohooooo ! (Y)

So today aku skipped pe and went home around 4plus .

Studied abit of Social studies and took a very short nap :P

And i swear i ate alot today -.-

Thanks to my sister ! :/

Keep taking out food and eat , make aku feel like eating too ):

I going to be fat fat girl already i swear !

This babe of mine ask me to be her les mate for a day .

HAHAHAHAHAHAH .

Well , ILOVEYOU KAY LES ! (L)

2010-08-22T12:17:00.000-07:00

Fuck blogger .
It takes like forever to upload a damn photo -.-
so my apology , no photo ):

Anyway , got my hair cut yesterday .
Bi gave me a surprise by appearing at my house downstairs when he msg me that he just woke up .
I like ! :D lovevzvxvzvxv !
But my bangs look like shit now , i don't like ):
Kinda short and made my face look so fat when i smile or sth !
Walaoooooooo ): and and and ! it is not what i want ! ): ): ):
So damn regret cutting it ! ):
I shall stop complaining about my bangs -.-

So , 513 > 230 > ehub > ECP yesterday (Y)
AWESOMEEEEEEEE MUCH ^^

Cab home yesterday ,
thought of alot of things but lucky it turns out to be fine (:
My best Bi ever , iloveyou (;

2010-08-20T23:19:00.000-07:00

DISAPPOINTMENT .
I can't believe those fucking words of yours came out from your fucking mouth that easily .
Thanks so much , really .
I will never ever forget what you said today .

Went 230 to meet my dearest shiyi first then Bi's place .
Wait for him to get ready and stuffs .
Bus-ed to Tampines .
Watch movie > TM > KFC > Skypark? > TI .
(Y)
Another memorable day out with Bi <3
I LIKE ^^

Although things were like shit before i leave house ,
but there's one person who never failed to make me smile .
Thankyou so much bi . Iloveyou (L)

2010-08-15T03:05:00.000-07:00

(Y)

2010-08-13T09:53:00.000-07:00

School > Home > 230 > Vivo (L) > 230 > Home sweet home !

A memorable day (:
I love the way you are , i love the way we are (Y)

Looking forward for tmr ! :D

Two hearts that beat as one .

2010-08-11T21:41:00.000-07:00

~~FML~~

2010-08-10T23:59:00.000-07:00

Spending my eve of National day and the actual day itself with my clique and friends is
awesomeeeeeeeeee ! (Y)
I swear this is the best National day i ever spend in my entire life .
Marina (Y) -> waiting for cab sucks big time .
But , I didn't regret anything i had done (:

School starting tmr again , wtffffffffffffff manvzvx .
But it's ohkay , it will be Friday again soon (:
VERY SOON :D heeee !

Everything is smooth and steady now , i like man !
Girlfriend is ohkay with her boyfriend already , which makes me double happy !
But of cos , thanks to aku aye ! :D
Hee ! *winks .
And Shiyi , if you reading this , STOP MAKING FUN OF THE MCFLURRYYYY THING OHKAY !
Hahahahah ! Bu hao xiao de lor ! Is called adorable kay ! ^^V

WO HEN KAI XIN , HEN KAI XIN , HEN KAI XIN !
I want the time to pass faster please .
And fuck those who are badmouthing me , i know who you are , i know what you said (:
Continue kay but let me tell you this , your words is not gonna affect me in any ways .
Cause you don't know what the fuck happened , you don't know how it feels like being me .

It comes naturally .

2010-08-07T23:47:00.000-07:00

So many unpleasant things happened these few days and its spoiled my mood so badly .
Things still like shit now although it's not happening to me .
But I hate to see everyone so unhappy ):
Haish , i feels shit-er when i can't do anything about it !

Today was like up and down for aku .
Totally screwed up during the afternoon but things got better after that (Y)
Finally got to eat my delicious u mian from shanding , i like !
Went ehub after that , pool !
Having alot of fun there , disiao-ing tingpeng . Heh !
Home sweet home after that :D

Now aku got feeling somethings happened but no one wanna reply me !
What is this !
TSKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK .

Ton-ing tmr ! (Y)
Hope everything will go smoothly , aku come out not to shag one bodoh !
Heeheeeheeee ~
I am so excited lehhhh , ><

2010-08-05T22:36:00.000-07:00

Today just sucks so badly .
Hope Karkheng and Rayray will be fine soon .
Cheer up alright ! <3

Good thing is that my school ends at 10.30am tmr ~
I like ! :D
And i got plans for the next few days (Y)
Most likely ton-ing on the 8th , hee ! <3

Loving my life as much as before (:
God knows if you are reading this , but i don't give a damn !
Since you wanna let things like this , so be it .
At least i know i tried .
I know things that you didn't know i had discovered .
Just so disappointing , not in you , but me .
I kept falling in the same situation again and again .
I wonder when the fuck i will wake up .
But is ohkay , i believed i can overcome this .

I am no longer the weak and helpless Valerie anymore ,
I gonna change , to become a stronger person .
I wanna be happy everyday cause ,
Life still goes on no matter what happens .
So i chose this path , i made no regrets in whatever i had done .

My clique , my family will be the top priority for now <3

2010-08-03T21:01:00.000-07:00

Clique ftw ! (L)Thanks for bringing joy and laughter in my life .

Guess i am ready to be back .
I can't mia and avoid things over and over again .
I got to face it , i got to accept the changes in my life , i got to overcome it .
"I am strong , nothing can destroy me." - Off centre .
No matter how difficult my life is , i still have to carry on .
And i know my sister and brothers will always be there for aku ! <3
COOL *winks .

Things have really changed alot these few days .
No longer the same anymore .
But thanks god for letting me know a bunch of awesome people ; clique !
Got to get closer with some of the people and realised they are not what i think in the past .
I like ^^

Wo ai ni (L)

2010-07-08T22:27:00.000-07:00

MIA

2010-07-07T06:50:00.000-07:00

TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST TRUST !!
I NEED TO BE LESS PARANOID .

I HATE IT WHEN WE QUARRELLED ABOUT THIS ALL THE TIME ):
BUT YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU .
I SWEAR THIS GONNA BE THE LAST TIME WE WILL QUARREL ABOUT THIS , I KNOW I HAVE SAID THIS MANY TIMES .
BUT SINCE I BLOG IT UP HERE , I AM SURE THAT THIS IS GONNA BE THE LAST !
I JUST HATE IT WHEN YOU IGNORED MEEEEEEEEEEE ):

I WILL JUST PATIENTLY WAIT FOR YOU TO COOL DOWN ):

K , GOODBYE .

2010-07-06T21:19:00.000-07:00

My life is perfect now and i love it .
But i still do miss the time when we first met <3
Yes , i really do miss .
Right now , i am kinda down .
There's millions of questions i had in my mind , but no one , no one will be able to answer it .

When i first met you , i seen the light that you showed me .
When i wanted you so badly , i wanna hold you tight and never let you go .
When i miss you , i see the video over and over again , hoping it's true .
When i have you in my heart , i am afraid that you will leave me one day .
When you don't give a damn , i started to panic , wondering what've i done wrong .
When you start treating me cold , i wondered if i am irritating you .
When you think of the past , i know i can never replace her in your heart .

I chose to keep myself in silence no matter what i had found out , no matter what you did , no matter what will happen .
The reason is , i had fall deeply into you .
You said you don't mention 'promise' and 'forever' to me cause
'Promises are mend to be broken , nothing last forever.'
Remember our heart to heart talk otw to Changi Airport ,
I will marked your words and you will marked my words that i have said to you <3
One and lastly .

Babe , although i only get close to you during the last few weeks of June holidays , i feel as if we get back to how we were during our Secondary 2 .
Let bygones be bygones (: Just hope you will learn from your mistakes babe (:
I know it's hard for you these few days but you must learn to be strong alright !
No matter what happen , i am right here (:
Cheer up together alright !
Love you ! <3>

Twinnie ! Its been weeks since we last hang out together aye .
And yeaps , feel free to call me if you need someone to talk to
although i know you rather keep it to yourself .
I am just 8 numbers , one call , away ! (:
Love you ! <3

Jesslyn&VVO !
Aku no pictures with you guys man , my bad !
Thanks for being a great sister to me (:
Although i only know you guys this year , but i have lots of fun with you guys , be it outside or in school (:
Let's party after our exams alright !
Love you guys ! <3

Prep , prelims , 'N' levels is all coming within this 3 months .
That means , I will get to enjoy myself in 3 months time .
That means , I MUST study real hard these 3 months .
And it's a MUST for me to pass my 'N' levels ,
a MUST for me to take 'O' levels ):
Lucky , i got (L) to help meeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! (Y)

Study , study , study !!
Get well soooooooooooooooon ! ^^

2010-07-02T23:50:00.000-07:00

Today just suck so badly man .
I am freaking tired and alittle upset now i swear ):

After school went underground and i got myself all wet !
Everyone was like looking at me on the bus lor , embarrassing much .
Reached home , changed and cab to <3's house .
Waited for <3 to prepare and cab to dte to meet the rest .
Went prp , slacked and left with <3 feeling unhappy ):
Ate at foodcourt then slacked at ehub .
Home after that .

Tmr <3 forced me to study , aww man ! ):
But it's ohkay , it's for my own good i guess .
Like what <3 said , "Study hard and enjoy hard tmr !"
Yeapps , gonna go ecp for dinner i think .
Steamboattttttttttttttttttt ! (Y)

Sometimes it's better to shut up .
I know , you know , what's going on .
Let's see what's next , huh .

2010-06-24T23:03:00.000-07:00

Today is a bad bad bad day for meeeeeeeeeee ):

Firstly ,
Big sorry to Grace , Melrize , Ray and Olivia !
I know that i just meet you guys for a short while .
I will bu zhang it another day kay !
Sorry aye ! <3
Love you guys !

And finally meet up my dearest JesslynKoh !
Meet up SOON !
VVO too manvzvx ! (:
Love you guys !

I am very very very tired today ):
Cab to ehub and then 230 .
Less than half an hour , i spend like 9bucks on cab fare .
But is ohkay , it's worth it .
From this , i know that you played an important role in my life .
I will never ever repeat my mistakes again .
<3

I think my eating time like shit now .
I don't get hungry during meals time .
But get very very very hungry at night like around 10plus ):
Damn it .
What wrong with meeeeeeeeeeee .
Now , i damn hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !

And i want you now now now now now ! ):

2010-06-21T20:43:00.000-07:00

Went across some fucker's facebook wall .
If you are referring to me , have some balls please .
Say it right in my face , bloody hell .
You don't know the whole story so just shut the fuck up .
You don't know anything at all .

I loving my life right now and i missing my girlfriends !
Where you guys man ! ):
Meet me soon please before school reopens !

And twinnie , i know you are reading this .
I know you are down/upset about something and i know it's about me ?
Although i am guessing what you are upset about ,
Text me if you see this .

Home the whole day today just to complete my holiday assignments but i failed .
I can't concentrate at all .
Guess i am probably too excited about tmr , *winks at shiyi .

Toning tmr (Y)

2010-06-19T01:24:00.000-07:00

I am back .
Yes , i thought i will be back together with him when i post this .
But , it is just me , alone .
Since you asked me to move on without you , i guessed this is really the end of the relationship .
All the best to you (:

Thanks everyone for the tags , really appreciated it !

And to Stephen , Weekiat is not a jerk (:

Yeapps .

*Insert loves !

2010-06-12T12:14:00.000-07:00

MOVE ON ,
6 letters , 2 word , why it is just so hard to do it .

Every where i go , its remind me of you .
HOW THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSE TO MOVE ON ?
I wondered how did you move on without me ..
You mean our relationship is this fragile to you ?
You mean you totally forgotten about me and those beautiful memories we had ?
22months , we ton together , we joked , we laughed , we cried , we quarrelled and ended up being together again ,
i will never forget and don't mention move on .
I fucking can't , i can't at all .

I AM NOT OHKAY AT ALLLLLLLLLLL , I AM NOT OHKAY AT ALL .

MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA MIA

2010-06-09T22:06:00.000-07:00

Love has features which pierce all hearts .

I can't fucking help it but to think of you every now and then ..
I need to be strong , strong and strong !

): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):
23 will always be a very very very special number/date to me
although i think you will most probably forgotten this number/date like you always do ..
Thanks for everything , love .
You are indeed once a great stead i ever had .
Whatever happens in the future , let fate decide for us .
Xoxo .

I hope that there's a time machine in my life , i hope , i hope , i hope ..

2010-06-07T12:43:00.000-07:00

Went fareast&313 with Melrize today .
Shop till our back ache like hell -.-
Mrt back to Central to have chicken rice as Melrize craving for it .
Lmao !
Walked to ehub to meet Boyfriend&Ray awhile .
Home after that .

Fucking hurt , fucking disappointed , fucking lost .
Fuck everything ):
I got fucking no idea what to do now !
Bloody hell ,
Guys are just bahtard piece of shitttttttttttttttttt .

2010-06-05T08:02:00.000-07:00

Stress , stress , stress , fucking stress ! ):

And ,
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TWINNIE !
Hope you will really like the card although it is very simple .
Today heart to heart talk was great !
Thanks alot yeah ! ( insert hearts ) TWINNIES FOR LIFE (:

JKSH ! WHERE ARE YOUUUUUUUUUUU ! ):
Meet up soon yeah ! ( insert hearts )

k , bye byebyebyebye !

2010-06-02T19:56:00.000-07:00

IDK WHAT YOU DOING , WHAT YOU THINKING , WHAT YOU UP TO .
JUST FUCKING TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT !

One heartbreak is like a thousand lessons ..

2010-05-27T20:42:00.000-07:00

Till today , i thought i have a bunch of wonderful girlfriends by my side .
But i was so so so wrong .
Fuckvzvzvzx .
I was utterly disappointed with you/you guys .
I guess you don't even know why i am angry/upset or
why i chose not to reply you .
I thought things will be better today , it is ohkay for not turning up today in school .
Cause i know , you won't .. for me .
But i was so fucking pissed when you guys went out and not calling me too .
I believed this is not the first time i said this .
When did i not call you to go out ? I was even the one who called you if you wanna to go out today before things happened yesterday .
What happened today huh ? NOT EVEN A FUCKING MSG/CALL FOR YOU .
It's ohkay .
I will always remember what you did to me .

Maybe you might think that i drifted away from you .
It's ohkay , i won't blame you too .
All i know , i did my part to spend time with you equally .
The rest is up to you .
Yes , you might think that this is only a small problem and i have created it big .
But to me it is not .
I don't care what will happen after you read this .
I just wanna let you know how i feel .
You guys can badmouth me for all you want after this cause i can't be bothered anymore .
But don't blame me if i changed .

-

School was alright today ,
thanks to my beloved babes ! ( insert many hearts <3 )
Although i know i still not very close with you guys but i am still thankful for what you guys did and being there for me , always (:
Not forgetting , Jingyi !
Heeeeeeeeeeevzvzx , love you kay ! ^^

Reminder : I NEED TO START STUDYING SOON AGAIN . TIME'S RUNNING . TIME'S RUNNING , TIME'S RUNNING . TIK TOK TIK TOK TIK TOK !! AHHHH .

2010-05-27T07:52:00.000-07:00

"Don't ever let someone become your everything , because when they're gone , you have nothing !"
Am i in this state now ?

Was reading again and again at my previous post .
Am i in the wrong ?
Or am i not strong enough ?

I should just concentrate on my studies now ? Yes no ? ):

2010-05-25T20:54:00.000-07:00

Everything is changing .
I don't wanna care , i don't wanna know , i don't wanna give a shit about it .
I will just use my eyes and ears but not my mouth .

2010-05-23T14:43:00.000-07:00

Today is the 23rd ! So ..
HAPPY 22MONTHSARY BOYFRIEND !
Although you always forgot our anniversary! , ( insert sad face )
I still love you kay ! ^^
Lastly , i miss you badly .
Meet up sooooooon please ):

Yesterday was awesome much , Heeeeeeeeeeevzvzx ! (Y)
I was afraid it will be weird at first cause it was only the second time Meien&me meet up and because of the past ..
But it turn out to great ! ^^
And its been long time since i hang out with Ray !
Miss those times we used to be so so so close ):
However , things are great now too !
I have lots of wonderful girlfriends nowvzvzvx ! (L)
Wanna thanks them so much ! <3
( I wonder if any of them is reading this :o )

Played cards and talked to my sisters till 3plus yesterday ,
so tired man man man !
Laughed alot too , thanks to my sister -.-
LOL .
But i loved staying up late with sisters<3
Heeeeeeeeeeevzvzx !

Currently missing Jesslyn&Vivian 's laughter .
Kehahahahs !
AND MELRIZE , I WANT GO SHEESHAAAAAAAAAA !
Wo men go sheesha leh leh leh ! :D

2010-05-21T22:24:00.000-07:00

TODAY IS FRIDAY ! :D
Having sore throat , running nose and ear blocked last few days .
But! i am ohkay now ! ^^
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVZVX .

BUT FUCK THAT BLOODY MOTHERFUCKER IDIOT TEACHER .
ALL YOU DID WAS MAKING ME EMBARRASSED IN FRONT OF EVERYONE ?
FUCK YOU KAY .
AND I DON'T NEED YOUR FUCKING SARCASM , YOU MOTHER FUCKER .
WHO ARE YOU TO SAY ME ? MOST IMPORTANTLY , I WAS TELLING THE TRUTH ASSHOLE .
I CURSE YOU DIE FASTER BODOH !

Guess i will be going out tmr , YAY YAY ! ^^
Hope no last minute cancel man man man !
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeevzvx !

2010-05-16T11:45:00.000-07:00

MEETING BOYFRIEND TODAY ! (Y)

And there's no school tmr ! Double YAY for meeeeee !
^^
But my throat is killing me ! TSK .

2010-05-15T20:22:00.000-07:00

Just came back from Tampines Gym .
HEEEEEEEEEEEEVZVX .
After gym went LongJohnSilver to munch :D
Walked around and home .
Leg pain like hellvzvzx .

AND I WANT TO MEET BOYFRIEND LAHS .
Didn't meet him like weeks already ~
And miss those time i spend with Boyfriend's cliques .
Didn't hang out with them for so long already !
Saw a few of them last few days when i went out with my mom :D
Omgvzvzvx , how i wish time could turn back .
Blablablablablabla , all my craps are coming out again -.-
TSK , i think i like talking rubbish -.-
Ohkay , ignore me .
LOL .

Finally Mid-year is over !
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVZVX .
PARTY TIME TIME TIME TIME ~
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOO ~
*Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby ~
gee gee gee gee baby baby baby ! ><

I got no plans tmr !
OMGVZVZX , hope Boyfriend is going out tmr ):

What should i do now , what should i do now , what should i do nowvzvzvzx ! ):
Bored ttfm .
Tbee no show to watch leh and i feel like munching something ..
HEE .
NO , i must stop eating .
And my throat is killing me , i wonder why :O

2010-05-11T16:47:00.000-07:00

YIPEEEEEEEEE ! THREE MORE DAYS AND I AM FREE ! :D
HEEEEEEEEEEVZVZX , happy you mei you ! ^^
I want to shoppppppppppppppp !
And i just spend so much kaching on blogshop ><
But it is ohkay ! Cause equal to more clothes coming in ! :D
Hopefully will be able to get it before June holidays ^^

And waiting for Wanyin to open her Forever21 spree !
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeevzvzx .

And i have been eating alot these few days ):
Check out what i ate during weekends man man man !

Saturday ; Mother's day !
Gave Mummy(L) a surprise steamboat dinner ^^
And she cut the same hair style as me too ! Cute ttm leh !
Afternoon went NTUC with Sisters , She paid for it ! Woohoooo !

Heh , lazy rotate ! Turn your head kay ! LOL ><

Then ... Sunday ..
Mummy and Daddy went Wedding dinner so ..

This is what we had for Dinner ! Munch munch !
SEEEEEEEESEEEESEEEE , I told cha i ate alot ):
Jesslyn ! Wo pei ni go on diet ! LOL ! ><

(L)

2010-05-04T19:38:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY HUBBEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D
I should have meet you yesterday man man man ):
Aku miss you many many ! *( insert hearts )

&I WANT TO SHOPPPPPPPP ! ):

2010-05-03T14:10:00.000-07:00

I JUST NEED SOMEWHERE TO RANT MY ANGER .
THIS WORLD IS KILLING THE SHIT OUT OF ME , MOTHER FUCKERS .
FML ASSHOLES .

2010-05-01T18:08:00.000-07:00

Love appears in moments , how long can i hold a moment , as my moment fades , i yearn to catch sight or sound of you , to feel the surging of my heart erupt into joyous sounds of laughter .Boo ! I stayed home the whole day although i thought i will be going out -.-
But i guessed it is ohkay .
Jessyln said we gonna study next sat ! WOOHOOOOOO :D

Lunch ate Popeyes with Family .
Sisters went out to buy , heeeeeeeeeeeevzvx .
I like(!) and i feel like eating again leh !
Its been a long time since my family ate together so thumbs up ! (Y)

Anyway , went out with Mummy yesterday turned out to be great ! :D
I bought myself my makeup stuffs and a shirt .
And its make me feels so bad as i spend Mummy lots of money and she only bought one thing ><
Aww man , I love you kay Mummy ! <3
Not forgotten Daddy , Get well soon ! :D

Sentosa tmr and i got no idea what to wear , what time to meet etc .
TSK TSK TSK .
&Hope Boyfriend will be going out tmr so i can meet him ! <3
The last time i seen him was like a few seconds in school on Wednesday lor !
TSK TSK TSK .
I know you are reading ! :D
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevzvx , love you deepdeep kay ! <3

2010-04-29T19:25:00.000-07:00

Tmr is English and Chinese paper 1 and i am so not prepared ):
And i seems to be so tired everyday even if i sleep at 10.30 .
My head can still be on the table the very next day -.-
Gah , what's wrong with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee manvzvx .

I am finally going out this weekends after staying at home for weeks to study !
Happy you mei you ! :D

Friday : School -> Hair cut -> Shopping with Mummy ! <3
Saturday : Study - > Meeting Jesslyn . ( Not confirm )
Sunday : Sentosa with Melrize&co.

Hope i can get some new clothes tmr manvzvzx !
I really need more clothes , heeeeeeevxvz .

I LOVE EVERYONE AROUND ME ! :D

2010-04-27T21:01:00.000-07:00

Vikkiyo thinks she is a happpppppy kid right nowvzvzx ! ^^
HEEEEEEVZVZX .

Yeaps , it is pretty obvious that i am ohkay with Melrize already .
BUT i will not forget you guys (Jesslyn , Vivian , Shiyi & Yanyuan) kay !
I still love you guys to bits !
Cause you guys are the one who is there for meeeeeee for the last few weeks !
Loves <3 *Huggies !

And i can't believed i spend 34bucks for one shirt online !
OMGVZVZVX .
But i thinks the shirt is cutevzvzvx .
Ohkay , i am weird .
LOL ><

Studies for me seems to be good .
I passed almost all the tests seh seh seh ! Yay ! *Dance .
Although i thought i will fail my Chemistry test today
but to my surprise , i got 16/25 seh seh seh !
WOOOOOOO .
And just got back my maths test , 34/50 aye !
Guess what teacher wrote on the paper manvzvzx !
"A joy to teach you" , omgvzvzxv , happy like crazy leh !
HEEEEEEEEVZVZX ><

I NEEDVZVX TO CUT MY FRINGE AYE !

2010-04-21T20:33:00.000-07:00

We can only learn to love by loving .

2010-04-20T21:11:00.000-07:00

THREE MORE DAYS ! (L)

I doubt nobody is reading my blog/post -.-
Cause no one seems to be tagging meeeeeeeeeeee !
TSK .
Read and tag please man man man !
I blog no one tag , i never blog then got people tag !
TSKKKKKKKKKKKK .
I don't want post already nah ><
LOL .

Hope everything goes well for me manvzvzvzx ^^
Love girlfriends ttm ! <3

Vikkiyo .

2010-04-18T21:14:00.000-07:00

Currently watching Star Awards with my family and posting (:
SO SIAN , DBT YOU MEI YOU .

GAH ,
and i have this weird and indescribable feeling in me right now ):
I need someone to talk to , and someone that can really give me encouragement
or tell me what should i do nowvzvx .
I really want to know what is in their minds and are they referring to me on their blogs ?
I just need somewhere to stand , someone to turn to , someone to talk to .
Am i really invisible to everyone ?
Am i really in no one heart ?
Is my life fated to be in this way ?
): ): ): ):

-

Studied until 4am yesterday and woke up at 10am today .
And i studied until 5.30pm today .
Now one part of my bedroom wall is filled with Geography River notes :D
I even skipped my lunch !
So i am very very tired nowvzvzx but i think is worth it
cause i feels so good seeing my works on the wall ^^
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVZVX .

School tmr again ):
I hope everything will goes well for meeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
And i hope i will hyperrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr , i don't want to no mood .
I don't want to be down everydayyyyyyyy .

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ,
I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO NOWVZVX ):

2010-04-17T15:58:00.000-07:00

BE WHAT YOU ARE NOT WHAT YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE .

2010-04-16T20:19:00.000-07:00

Hey people , I AM BACK IN ACTION ^^

New life , new starting , things are no longer the same .
I guessed it is pretty obvious what is going on
So i shall not elaborate much about it and i no longer give a damn fuck about it too (:

Just wanna thanks those who are there for me in this period of time .
Especially Vivian , Jesslyn , Yanyuan and Shiyi (:
Thanks so much , really .

And my beloved Wuming Lee passed away last two days .
RIP my dear Wuming ):
Boohooooooooooooooooooooooooo !
Mom promised me to get another hamham to replace Wuming<3
YAY !

Today is Fridayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
That's means i can get to sleep late today !
HEEEEEEEEVZVX , I LIKE .
Update soooon ^^

With loves ,
Vikkiyo !

2010-03-04T17:32:00.000-08:00

MIA
~~I believed you guys knew what had happened .~~
~~So i will only be back when~~ things are back to normal ,
~~or when i accept the facts that things will never be the same again .~~

End with ,
I am sorry and let the dirt be in my blood ..

With love ,
Vikkiyo .

2010-03-04T17:24:00.000-08:00

Jane.L: V.LeeLee! (;
Vikkiyo says : Janeeeeee LEELEELEEEEEE ! (:

Mmmelrize: Eh hello! Logan Lerman/Percy Jackson is mine okie! U go take that evil blondie laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
Vikkiyo says : Booooooooo ! i don't want anybody nowvzvx ! ):

Miyuki: Nehs.. Didnt have the time to update hence abandoned my blog afew mnths ago ;D
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahahs , ohhhhhkay . I seeeeeee (:

Joey: HELLOOHELLOOO ! , :D
Vikkiyo says : Heyyyyyyy ! (:

idk: who is miyuki? o.o going awhole tagging people blog>?
idk: *a round
idk: :D
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahahhas , i got no idea who is she too (:

Miyuki >idk: i mean no harm ;D hence theres no reason for you to fret.... I only tag genuine, kind n POLITE bloggers. Thats all
Vikkiyo says : Heeeeeeeeeevzvx , yeaps :D

JKSH: i said HI and very loud this time hoh!:D
Vikkiyo says : Heeeeeeeeeeeevzvx ! You and Vivian bully meeeee today ! ROAR ! LOL .

Olivialsh: Hi valerie mutti lee :D
Vikkiyo says : My name is Bear-per-brie !! ):

JKSH: support!pweety clothes here!:D
JKSH: support!GEO LENS HERE!^^V
Vikkiyo says : Heeeeeeeeevzvx , i will if i see anything that is nice (:

Miyuki: Hey babe, u seem lyk ure rly depressed ovr sum issues :( try n tink of sum thngs tat makes u happy n focus on tat whenever ya feeling dwn or think of thse losers tat u hate n tat they wil nvr have the
Miyuki: Have the same thngs tat u have in ur life. I believe u cn get tru tis n be a better person. *big wide smile
Vikkiyo says : Heyyyy , thanks so much . But there's nothing for me to think of sth that will makes me feel happy etc . But still , thank you . I will try (:

Gaws-shopping: Hi ^^ Do support. Nothing more than $25 (:
Vikkiyo says : Hey , ohkay . I will if i see anything that is nice (:

Tags replied , do keep your tags coming in .

2010-03-02T23:09:00.000-08:00

Webcaming with Ray nowvzvx .
Only makes me smile to myself only ! Like retarded you mei you !

&
I feels like a shit nowvzvx .
I seriously got no idea what to do .
Maybe i am thinking too much ,
Maybe things won't turn out the way i thought ,
Maybe i am just afraid .
I got no one to talk to , everyone don't understand me at all .
They will only say i am selfish ?
But do you guys understand me in the first place ?
Who is the one giving in so much and everything is still the same ?
Fml .

Tmr is a 'off day' for our school .
Suppose to go out with Noobie .
But he said he might be going his grandma house tmr .
So yeah -.-
I will be either staying at home(most likely) or going out with him .
Yeah so ,
Fml .

A few days back , i told myself to be a happy kid everyday .
Less than a week , i failed to do so .
I find it so difficult to do it , it seems so impossible for me too ):
i think i am such a failure in life .
Everything i do seems to be wrong ):
Fml fml fml .

How i wish i can just sleep the whole life of mine .
I am tired of living man , seriously -.-
I hate to type out all these craps out .
I rather type those happy stuffs of mine too .
But there's nothing to be happy about with my life .
Harhar harharhar .

And i am prepared to hear my parents screaming at me when
they come back from the parents and teacher meeting next sat .
I failed almost all my subjects , even if it is not fail , it just passed by a few marks ?
Gahhhhhhh !
God bless me manvzvx ..

End with ,
I love my Mom&Noobie ttm (:

With love ,
Vikkiyo .

2010-02-22T18:59:00.000-08:00

Replying tags :D

Miyuki: Finallyyy.. u updated DD hohoho! Cool birthday bash and great photos babe looking forward to more of your posts and photos! *loves
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahahas , thankyou ! :D Do you have a blog too ?

Miyuki: Oh and lastly, dont bother about those ahlian 'wannabes' They have got no life manszxc.. Just some big time fvck they are. Tc vkyo ! byebyes :>
Vikkiyo says : Yeah , they sucks so much lor ! Kehahahahas , you too ! Takecare ! (:

Baoxian: wah,i'm not crazy okayy HEHE! welcome Dont make me jealous leh,i still cant watch NC16 leh
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahahs , i never make you jealous ! I only say that i can watch nc16 ~ LOLOLOL !!

psas: u broke up with wee kiat ?
psas: Just Asking dun mind :]
Vikkiyo says : Nope , i didn't . Just that we didn't meet each other for a very long time (: Is ohkay .

VVO: Cheerup And its like not so cool lol. <3.
Vikkiyo says : Heeeeevzvx , thankyou ! (: Come back to school soon !

Miyuki to psas: Hmm.. Its her life manszxc.. :D if you are someone close to her just give her a call . If not , i suggest you give her some personal space :D take care all :D
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahahs , is ohkay but still thankyou ! :D

po: helloxz i am yr reader . may i know if u guyz gt a tiff with feilcidy ? sry din see her name on ur blog anymore
Vikkiyo says : Hey (: Nope , we didn't quarrel with her etc . Hmmm , maybe because we didn't really hang out with her that's why her name was not on my blog ? (:

Miyuki: Vkyo! =D Your blog is sooo dead manszx ): update sweets ~
Vikkiyo says : Updated ! :D heeeeeeeevzvx !

Olivialsh: I know your secret :D
Vikkiyo says : SHHHHHHHH , cannot say ! LOL .

Tgs replied ,
Keep your tags coming in ! :D

With loves ,
Vikkiyo .

2010-02-22T18:40:00.000-08:00

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeevzvx .
Sorry for not updating my dear blog for a long time :D

So ,
Saturday was my Flag day .
It was so sucky , seriously -.-
Like go around asking for money and most suckiest part was
THEY DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO SMILE AND SHAKE THEIR HEADS ,
THEY JUST IGNORED MEEEEEEEEEEEEE , YOU KNOW , IGNORED !
I FEEL LIKE BOXING THEIR FACE SERIOUSLY .
Want to donate ?
LOL !

After Flag day , went home to changed .
then meet Melrize&co. at ehub to watch Valentine's day !
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEVZVX .
The guys so hot daoooooooooooooo .
Movie ended then walked around Central area .
Stop at 230 playground , chitchat about life .
Honestly speaking , i think Rayray is so true about life .
Everything needs money , then why live ?
TSK .
Shall not talk about it .
And grace , you are so funny !
LOLOLOL .
Like mother , like daughter :D

I watched Percy jackson&the lightning thief with my class last few weeks(?) too .
The show damn bloody nice .
I don't mind watching it again lor !
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVZVX .
The guy hot daoooooooooooooooooooooo , bu ke yi zai hot you know !
HEH .
Noobie , don't kill me when you see this ! LOL .

Oh , and i remember myself saying that i will post all my
doraemons collection from Mac when i get my new phone right ?
So , here it is ! :D

Cute right ! WAKAKAKAKAKAS .
Don't you find Doraemons cute ! Just like me right !
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVZVX .

I can't wait for this week to end !
So i can go Muaythai with Melrize&co to see them train so i can laugh !
( Laugh can lose weight ! ) LOL .
and i wanna meet Noobie !
Next Wednesday , i must drag him to 313 with meeeeeeeee !
ROAR .
I can't wait to get my headphone !
I can't wait for March holidays !
I want to sun tan although i will go back to white !
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEVZVX .
I am done updating my blog !

With loves ,
Vikkiyo .

2010-02-21T13:27:00.000-08:00

Flag Day and after that watched Valentine's Day with girlfriends yesterday :D
(Y)
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeevzvx .
Photos next (;

Day 1 of CNY :

In my first entire life , Mac delivery came in boxes !! Cool or what .

Day 2 of CNY :

My great grandma , she's 96 years old ohkay ! She is still very strong aye .

Day 3 of CNY ( without makeup D: ) :

I will update and reply tags soon !

With loves ,

Vikkiyo .

2010-02-13T00:09:00.000-08:00

Don't take me as a fool .
I am not a person you can mess with .
Carry on what you are doing .
You just gonna make things worst , trust me .
I will get on to you very soon (:

And where's my dear Rayray ?

2010-02-10T05:26:00.000-08:00

Just gonna reply tags .

JKSH: yes imissyou so muchmuch!:D dont emoooooo la kkkkk.smilez:))
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahahs , you miss me ? But in school like so daooooo ! LOL . Thankyou (:

JINGYI !: hello !just to let you know tht we no need to clip up fringe even if you let down hair .haha (:
Vikkiyo says : Hey , kehahaahs , ohkay ! :D

Olivialsh: I know how you feel when your bday sucks every year cuz mine too except for last year (CUZ SOMEBODY ALL BOUGHT ME SUSHIZ ETC)
Vikkiyo says : BOOO , i still feels a little disappointed though . Sorry to say that .

Amy's <:: Valerie, nevermind. After 1530 still got 7 hours can celebrate :#
Vikkiyo says : Ohkay .

Baoxian: HAHAHA!Okay lah,i next time everyday camp outside your school,so everyday you see me dao you sian okay! HEHEHE! hi-5! HAHAHHA!
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahahs , LOL . Crazy girl ! LOL .

Rayray(!): Cheer up ah. My birthday every year also suck one. Woot.
Vikkiyo says : Thankyou ! :D Yeah , suck suck suck !

Miyuki: Happy happy birthdayyy ! Buahaha, im the 1st one to wish u ^^V anyway , be cheerful always ! *hugs
Vikkiyo says : Aww , thank you so much ~ Alrightttt ! :D *Hugs !

MANDLODY: Here to tag too^^ Cheer up k^^
Vikkiyo says : Hey , thankyou ! :D

Olivia,♥: Hey sweetie, cheer up aye
Vikkiyo says : Thankyou cutie ! (:

Darren: Heyhey! Happy birthdayyyy! Have a great year ahead!
Vikkiyo says : Hey ! Thank you ! :D

Baoxian: HAPPYBIRTHDAY VALERIE! i know you can watch NC 16 like now already too
Vikkiyo says : Thankyou ! :D yeah ! HEEEEEEEEEEEEVZVX .

Melrose: HELLO! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Vikkiyo says : Thankyou ! (:

Ruiyi: Happy Birthday!
Vikkiyo says : Thankyou ~ :D

Jingyu,:D: 生日快乐哦! :> Hehe.
Vikkiyo says : xiexie ni ! :D

Joey.T: HELLOO ! happy birthday! stay happy and pretty always! luvs.
Vikkiyo says : Hey ! Thankyou ! Loves ~ :D

With love ,
Vikkiyo .

2010-02-08T20:40:00.000-08:00

I got my Samsung pixon12 already like finally !!! :D
Happy ttmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm i tell you ~
Ohkay ,
as promised , photos spam ! :D

Outing with Melrize&co. (:

( painting at Ray's place )

Dining Etiquette during camp (:
( Delete most of them due to some reasons (:
For more photos , please go to Melrize or Class blog :D )

My Birthday ! :D

Please do keep your negative comments to yourself (:

Positive comments are so welcome ! :D

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeevzvx !

I think i got no more photos when i blog !

TSK .

Booohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .

Is ohkay :D

Update soon !

With loves ,

Vikkiyo .

2010-02-02T03:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !
Wah , like sad only , sing to myself .
TSK .

Today was great although it is not what i expected .
But still thanks to those who have wished me .
There's quite a number of people so i not gonna say here .
But special thanks to
Melrize , Rayray , Olivia , Grace and Shiyi for those surprise etc :D
So , i was being Birthday bashed in school with chocolate cakes and glitters and more glitters after school (Y)
Ate Seoul Garden too :D
AND I WALKED AROUND WITH GLITTERS ALL OVER ME !
Took lotas photos but it is with Melrizeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

But i came home and my mood changes .
ALITTLE of disappointment , sorry to say this .
I guess it is ohkayyyyyyyy (:
My birthday gonna over soooooon !
Boohoooo !
And Noobie owns me my Birthday present lor !
Stupid de , too noob already he ;x
opps-ey , he sees this i madi . LOL .
HEEEEEVZVX .

Maybe will photo spam soon when i get all the pictures (;

Loves ,
Vikkiyo .

2010-01-26T18:12:00.000-08:00

My life is still the same but i guess it is worst lahhh .
TSK .

My birthday is coming but i am not happy at all .
No one will know how i feels when my birthday sucks every year .
Can you imagine that ?
Why is my life like this ?
Why my birthday always falls on the school days , not on weekends/holidays ?
Why is there always things that let me upset on that day ?
Why is my birthday always on the CCA day ?
Why why why and why !
Gah , fml .

Other thing is that , i got no idea what to wear on Thursday for camp .
Wanted to wear my high waist skirt but can't cause we can't wear skirts that are short .
My dress are all short too , then what am i suppose to wear !
Harhar har har har .
And we can let down our hair but still need to cip our fringe !
Like no point letting down our hair like what Melrize said ?

Well , i shall not bother about those sad stuffs that are bothering me .
&I hope i will get my new phone sooon !
I wanna be a happy kid , i wanna dress more mature !
Really hopes things will get better for me aye .

Tags replies :

Baoxian: hehehe,yeah,see you soon too(:HOHO,i got the horse one!hehehehhehehehee!
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahahs , until now haven't see until you . LOL , i got the horse too ! HEEEEE .

Amy's <:: Wahhh, join us for tuition (Y)! ^^. Hehe, cheer up ok!
Vikkiyo says : Heeeeeeeeeeeee , join-ed ! LOL . Thanks (:

Jane.L: Hello LEELEE! Hehehe.
Vikkiyo says : Kekekekekes ! Hi jane leeleeeleeeeeeeeeee !

jiatmynn: hellos , relink(:
Vikkiyo says : Hey , sure (:

Joey: HELLO pass by . tagged! ^^
Vikkiyo says : Hellooooooo ! Thanks ! Tag you later :D

Cheryl (:: Hellooo Valerie !! Passed by t tagg youu ,
Vikkiyo says : Heeeeee , thankyou aye ! :D

Miyuki: Cheer ups doll, mac's is releasing the piggy in april ... Guess those complaints really work *winkwink* live ur life to the fullest:)
Vikkiyo says : Thankyou so much , will cheer up soon (: oh , really ? ;o Aww , you too ! *winks

passer: HI, i agree with those words in your latest post about 'the closest friends'! Anw, cheer up, kay!^^
Vikkiyo says : Hello (: Well , i guess this is life ? Thankyou so much ! I will :D

Amy's <:: DAUGHTERRRR :B. Happy 18 with your boyfriend *Harharhar* quotes from post, CHEERUP PRETTY LADY !
Vikkiyo says : Motherrrrrrrrrrrrr ~ Heeeeeeeeee , thankyou ! I Not pretty !

Passerby: Hello, may I know where/which shop you'd go threading ?
Vikkiyo says : Hey , it is at Tampines mart there , Beauty in or In beauty if i am not wrong :D

JKSH: yaya,you should come meeeet usss!:D
Vikkiyo says : Heeeeeeeeeeeee , when i am free i guess ? :D You miss me right ! LOL .

weeweezxczx: AGREE with Jesslyn, come meet us! You'll have fun
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahahs , i try ohkay ? :D

Kumi: I bloghopped and landed on ur blog, hope you dont mind. Here's ur tag =D
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahas of cos i won't mind aye :D Thankyou ! *winks .

Keep your tags flowing in alright ! :D

With loves ,
Vikkiyo .

2010-01-22T22:42:00.000-08:00

I wanted to photo spam but i am just too lazy to do so .
HEEEEEHEEEEEEEEEEE .
And I am like runing out of pictures lahhhhhhh .
Omg , can my dad just get me a new phone sooon anot before i go mad i tell you !?!?!
I WANT SAMSUNG PIXON12 LAHHHHHH .
Harhar har har har .

School was ups and downs for me .
I just can't get my mood in school and i fucking hate it .
Whenever i am hyper , something will pull me back .
So i ended up being sadddddd the whole day ): Sad you mei you ?
Harhar har har har .

&Another thing , i.just.can't.stand.copycats.
I can ignore everything but not copycats .
To me , they just have no sense of originality lah !
Asshole .
I shall not say anymore before things go bigger .
Harhar har har har .

Well , this week , I realised something .
The closest friends you have , are the ones that made you the most disappointed .
I guess because when you hang out with them for long ,
you tends to think that they will understand you more etc ?
So just small little things will make a person goes mad .
Not anyone in particular so yeah .
Don't go mad at me , anything just ask me etc but
I will rather keep things to myself nowzxzx . *winks .
Harhar har har har .

Tmr is the big day !
But I wonders if he remembers .
I hope the history won't happen again manzxz !
Before I will kill you , noobie .
Harhar har har har !
&I am currently thinking if i should go meet Boyfriend's friends whenever i am free .
Butttttttttttttttt I still do feels weird without Boyfriend around if I meet them .
Gah gah gah .
I know there's Shiyi&co there but ..
Heeeeeee , not saying out the reasons here .
So should I meet or should I not meet ? TSK .
Harhar har har har .

Oh , I had gotten all the doraemons at Mac !
BUT I LEFT OUT TIGER AND DRAGON !
I god damn regretted not buying it nowzxz , tskkk .
Cause i thought they were not as cute as the others so i didn't get .
But awww , without tiger and dragon , it is not a set anymore !
So anyone wants to donate it to me , feels free to tag on my tagboard !
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE .
They are damn cute i swear !
I will take the photos and post it up soon alright ! :D

I think this is like my longest post ,
Harhar har har har .
I will not reply tags nowzxz , another time with more tags please .
Heeeeeeeeeee !

With loves ,
Vikkiyo .

2010-01-18T19:45:00.000-08:00

Continue tagging my blog please :D
Nothing much happened these few days .
Update sooon ! (:

2010-01-10T20:05:00.000-08:00

I should be happy cause it is weekends just like everyone .
But why am i notttttttttt ? )':

I maybe happy the outside ..
laughing to myself , joke around and play around etc ,
But i am not happy at all .
I am unhappy with life , i am greedy .
I want more in life , yes i want more .

Well , there's school tmr .
&i am thinking if i should join tuition with Melrize&co.
BOOOOOOOOOO .
Guess i really gonna buck up with my studies .

Currently having three doraemons from mac .
Can't get my horse cause it was sold out at elias mall ):
Boo boo boo .
Until here , update again (:

Tags replies :

Baoxian: hahaha!idk why must share also,LOL!hahhaa!
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahas , LOL . See you soon (:

passer: hi pretty. whats ur fringe style o.o
Vikkiyo says : Hello . Nah , i am not pretty at all (: U-shaped bangz ?

Amy's <:: Hello ^^! Passedby and tagged, I am very bored, keke. Vikkiyo says : Hiiiiiiiii ! Thankyou ! I now also very bored )":

4.4: Hello, link!
Vikkiyo says : Hey , double ohkay (:

ps: whta ttm ? sry'
Vikkiyo says : ttm = to the max . It is ohkay :D

Olivia,: Sweetie! Want my tag? Must update more often . Or everyday! <: ahahaha,tag tag yoz . Luv your hair length. Vikkiyo says : Kehahahas , cutie ! Trying neh :D Thanks ! HEEEEEEEE .

Jas: Valll : D why u dyed ure hair ): it looked so gorgeous! aiyo! hahaha shafie ah! hahaha but i miss you guys!
Vikkiyo says : Jasssss ! Kehahahahs , blame shafie ! LOL , come back soon ! :D

Tags moreeeeeeeee ! :D
With loves ,
Vikkiyo .

2010-01-06T19:50:00.000-08:00

School seriously sucks ttm .
I did had the motivation to come school before school starts .
But it is just less than a week and the motivations are all gone .
Fuck Prcs , Fuck My Life .

I hate everything right now , yes , EVERYTHING .
2010 is gonna be worst for me .
Relationship isn't good at all , Studies just sucks ttm , Friendships idk .
I just got this feeling that i will just lose them one by one .
Ohkay , whatever .
Just go ahead stealing her from me kay , go ahead .
I won't say a fucking word anymore .

Tags replied :

Baoxian: hahahha!nevermind!that topic super long liao,hahhahahaha!^^
Vikkiyo says : Kehahahas , ohkay .

*: Hi whats ur hairstyle.
Vikkiyo says : Hello(: U-shaped bangz .

valerie: YEAH , hifive !!!! (: finally found someone who liked edward ( : HEEHEEE.
Vikkiyo says : Heeeeeeee , yeah ! Edward hott ah !

Celest: valerie sorry eh!
Vikkiyo says : Nope , it is ohkay (:

Mmmelrize.: Update blog update blog!
Vikkiyo says : Updated .

Jonyi: Hello Valerie!
Vikkiyo says : Hey , hi Jonyi ! :D

Baoxian: valerie,got 50 dollar note,never share?hah,kidding uh.
Vikkiyo says : Why must share ! LOL .

passerby: where did you trim your fringe? only for 2 dollar?
Vikkiyo says : Hmmms , at Melrize block . Yeap cause that time i only cut alittle .

'PEILING: RE-ADD ME HUMANS ! colourfulbeads@hotmail.com
Vikkiyo says : Double ohkay .

Mmmelrize: Siao zharbo keep laughing. Heeeeeeeee.
Vikkiyo says : I where got siao !

Rayray(!): AGREED WITH MUDDER. But still, LOL.
Vikkiyo says : LOL , so meannnnnn !

Olivia,♥: Hi sweetie ! Tagged yooooooz <: "Come out horse leg" . hahahahahahah,Joking la. Vikkiyo says : Hello cutie ! Thankyouuu aye ! LOL !

Olivialsh: Tsk oieeeee your blog dieeeeeeeeee
Vikkiyo says : LOL , haven't nehhhhhhhh !

Amy's <:: Update again! Again!
Vikkiyo says : Updated .

guest: heyyy pls support http://www.she-scrapped.blogspot.com/, thanks and a happy new year:)
Vikkiyo says : Hellooooo ! Ohkay , will go take a look (: Welcome , you too aye ! :D

Will update soon , keep your tags coming in (:
Much loves ,
Vikkiyo .

2010-01-01T23:40:00.000-08:00

Heeeeeee , I am at Melrize's place nowxzxz .
AND I GOT MY DOREAMON FROM MAC !
I am the first person to buy aye ! Yay !
~~Continue and edit when I got home .~~
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODYYYYYYYYYYY ! :D
No more 2009 anymoreeeeeeeee , 2009 sucks ttmmmmmmmmm !
Heeeeheeeee .

Went to meet Boyfriend&co. at ehub yesterday .
Then around 9plus went Pasir ris park cause they wanna drink .
But failed .
Waited for very long just to get the seats .
Then decided to went to Downtown instead .
Cab there and everybody go crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy .
Left around 12plus to meet Ray at ws ^^

After that , meet Melrize at Elias mall before going to her house .
Went crazy there and we failed to get our homework done .
Walked to Whitesands for mac .
Look for my Doraemon and they told me only 4am then they sell -.-
So waited for 15mins like that . Heeheeeeeeee .
Happy like siaozxz ><
HSH around 7-8plus :D

School reopens in a few days time )':
And i can't meet Boyfriend too often alreadyyyyyyyyy !
Boohoooooooooooo .

Done blogging like finally ! YAY !
Ohkay , bye !

2009-12-19T13:08:00.000-08:00

Went Vivo yesterday with Melrizeeeeeeee .
Shopped quite long but i only bought one thing !
And i spend like 30 yesterday cause i was trying not to spend my 50 note .
Ohkay , lame much .
Kehahahahahas .
Went subway for dindin and i felt damn lousy lahhhhhhhhs .
I only ate the cookie and i felt damn fucking full .
Gah , nvmzxz .
After that i was hyper and i keep disturbing Melrize !
*Don't let me down again*
Kehahahahahas , only Melrize knows what i talking .
LOL .
HSH aroud 9plus going 10 ?

Today , i got no plans )":
Melrize said go sheesha yesterdayyyyyy !
But she might be going out with her Mother today .
Maybe i just tag along IF I CAN .
Heh ><
&My parents went KL this morning , will be back only on Monday .
)':
And right nowzxz , i wanna go out cause i am alone at home .
TSK , how can like that !

Gym tmr again with Melrize&Rayrayyyyyyyyy i think .
Heheeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
Ohkay , i just hoping that Melrize is free todayzxzx )":
That's all for now , reply tags another day .
I am lazy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh , sorry aye !

2009-12-10T22:20:00.000-08:00

I have been thinking alot these few days
and many came asking me/us what had happened and so on .
' Once your good friend .. ' , ' what happened .. ' and so on .
I don't mind you guys asking ,
I don't mind if you guys want to know what exactly happen ,
I don't mind telling you guys what happened .
But i think it's time to let things go , i shall not bother about this shit anymore ..
I am real tired now .
2009 is definitely not a good year for me .
This is not the only problems i have to face but thanks god everything is over for now .
I will treasure what i have now ,
My Family , My Beloved Boyfriend , My Pretty Girlfriends and Usual Clique .
(:

-

Went to meet Boyfriend&co at ehub around 4plus yesterday .
Walked around and then realised the chalet is not for us yesterday -.-
Went Boyfriend's place to put his alcohol and went Jenson's place after that .
I swear the small boy super cute , his eyes damn big ahhhhh !
Sanding for dinner at around 8plus .
Went back Jenson's place a while before heading to Downtown .
Celebrate Jesslyn's birthday at PasirRisPark .
After that , slack around Downtown/ehub then to lan .
I was like super dead there -.- Cause i totally got nothing to do there !
But thanks Melrize for msging me throughout until they ends .
Went James' place around 5plus , took the first bus .
Super noisy thanks to Kelvin ! LOL .
Have lots of fun there , really laughed like nobody business .
Home around 10plus (:

Woke up at about 4plus and accompany my mom to Tampines .
Home around 8plus again .
heeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
Outing with Girlfriends tmr to Amy's place ^^
And Boyfriend working tmr ! TSK .

Until here , will update soon .

2009-12-10T21:22:00.000-08:00

Baoxian: HAHAHAHHA! i know,but hen hao wan you know?hahaha!okay lah,this topic can put aside le!^^hehehe!
Vikkiyo(!) says : LOL , i forgot what are we talking about ! Sorry ! ><

Olly (: Aiyer! Than i don't tag,make your tags little tittle :B Come out horse leg anyway, cheer up ! ^^
Vikkiyo(!) says : Kehahahahs , kidding de . Heh . I no come out horse leg ~ Thanks (:

AMYHO : Hello Daughter ^^. I meant no offence on the class blog k.. Heeeeeeee.
Vikkiyo(!) says : HELLO ! Is ohkay , i totally forgotten about it already (:

Skipped ,
Thanks Mother ^^v/AMYHO , TO ANON( you know i know (; ) , Rayray(!) , Z.Yaorong , Celest for helping (:

PSS: who u all scolding at
Vikkiyo(!) says : Hmmms , i think it is very obvious but well , you don't need to know (:

Jassy: Vallll hey love..aw dont worry abt t his thing too much okay! im always here for u guys.. i hope it'll work out soon.just give it time K>
Vikkiyo(!) says : Hello ! :D Ohkay , i will . Thanks yeah !

Olly (: Sweetie, cheer up okay! Don't care those spammers . Cheer, luv you.
Vikkiyo(!) says : Thankyou ! (: Double ohkay ! Love you too .

AMYHO : Hey my daughter ^^. Ignore spammers from now on You take care ok ^^. Love you.
Vikkiyo(!) says : Ohkay (: Takecare and love you too ! :D

celest: anyways ii love your hair!! hahaha
Vikkiyo(!) says : Thankyou ? heh ><

Olly (: Hello! (L) tagged.
Vikkiyo(!) says : Hellooooooooooooo ! Thankyou ! :D

Darren: Your post talkin bout who siol? o.o
Vikkiyo(!) says : Like what i had reply to PSS , you don't need to know (:

Melrose: HELLO , Your hair soooo nice! And your post , N1 MAN . WOOO ROCK ON BABY!
Vikkiyo(!) says : Hi ! :D Thankyou ! Kehahahahas , you private your blog , i can't tag you ~

Joey.t: babe ! love ur 1st post pic , nice contrast . anw takecare! ^^
Vikkiyo(!) says : Prettaye ! Thankyou aye . takecare too yeah ! :D

Amy Pwnzxc,: VALERIEEEEEE! ^^.
Vikkiyo(!) says : AMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY ! :D

Celest: relink !
Vikkiyo(!) says : Relinked .

-: celest is a rude and ill-mannered girl. throw 24 face
Vikkiyo(!) says : 0.o ?

I might be replying tags right after i post or straight from the tagboard now (:
So keep your tag coming in alright ! Loves .

2009-11-30T18:43:00.000-08:00

Times files and it gonna be December sooooooooooooooon .
That means i only have exactly 1 more month to play starting tmr )':
And i haven't even touch my holiday homework ! Diedie .

Honey is coming back tonight from his holiday trip :D
It is like finally , ohkay -.- it is just 3days ><
So i stayed home today and watched my Together on tv from my mobtv ~
Wakakakakakas 8)

And i need to cut my fringe again !
But i feel so embarrassing to keep going back to the same place to cut .
Because the auntie only earned 2bucks -.- imagine how little i cut .
Geeeeeeeeeeeeeh , i gonna ask Melrize to help me !
Maybe i just be thick skin go there again -.- TSK .
I shall get it done sooooooooon .

My show is starting in about few minutes .
And i wanna bath first before i watch it !
Oh man , guess have to miss a few parts in the beginning , TSKTSK .
Ohkay , so i shall update soon and reply tags another day !
So ciaos ! ^^

2009-11-20T10:24:00.000-08:00

Am i a two face or i am just simply soft hearted to you huh ?
I was really very nice to you on the chalet day ohkay .
What else you want ?
I thought everything is solved when you send us the msg ,
But hell no i was like fucking wrong .
Come on lahs ,
say sorry to us and then BITCH ABOUT MY TWINNIE ?
You got brains anot ?
I already said , UNHAPPY WITH CERTAIN STUFFS , COME AND TALK TO US IN OUR FACE .
You no need to bitch at our back about Melrize ohkay .
You think you what ? Some *big fuck ?
By doing this , you only made us more hate you , bitch .
By doing this , what can you get huh ?
OH , YOU WANT ATTENTION HUH ?
Thinking people will pity you and thinks we 'bully' a small girl like you , pussy ?
HAHAHAHA , if you , readers , think we are 'bullying' her , think twice and get the acual facts right .
She is the one who left the group and find her 'new friends' and leave us 'old friends' behind .
She is the one who wanted this .
She is the one who cause all this unhappiness to occur .
But it is ohkay , i bet Melrize is happy with us without you (:
Want to bitch about me after reading this ? Go ahead .
Or call your 'back up' to come and talk to us , I am not even scared of him at all .
Oh , i heard you stead with him yeah ? HAHAHAHAHA .
This is fun , very .
COME AND CALL HIM TALK TO US LAHS , BITCH .
I swear i will curse you like theres's no tmr when i see you on the streets (:
Thank me , bitch .

*Since like some readers are siding her , i don't mind .
But please stfu and not comment on anything .
I didn't ask for your comment too , idiot .

2009-11-17T23:40:00.000-08:00

I got no idea what is in your mind and i believed that you got more to say not only that .
Somethings don't really match from your post .
And i bet it is very goddamn obvious who i am talking about now .
And i believed that you had gone around talking about us .
If not why ( insert name ) will say that to me last night ?
Honestly speaking , i was really mad at you in the first place .
Think about it , who leave the group first ?
On the chalet day , you guys just went mia witout telling us .
And just leave us in the room ?
And you mention it ' you all ' , i guess it is not only ( insert name ) involved .
Am i right ?
Yes , we are not close as before .
But think again , did you ever think of us in your first place ?
I think we need a talk ? Talk to me if you want .
We can't be like this forever .

Ton-ed yesterday at Karkheng's chalet .
First , shall thankyou and sorry for the troubles yesterday (:
Enjoyed my time there , espeacially at mac .
Laugh like nobody business ! >< But before that , everything was like o m g . Shall not say out here and thank god everything is over ^^ Went back and gambled . Home around 10plus ! Ton was a successful one ! *Woohoooooooo ~

BUT I MISS THE TRIP TO SENTOSA WITH MERLIZE&CO .
Is ohkay , i shall wait for the next trip ^^
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
&Might be trim-ing my fringe on Thursday with Grace ?
Yeah ! ^^

I LOVE MY PRETTY HAIR COLOUR TO THE MAX ><

2009-11-17T19:52:00.000-08:00

Replying tags now .
And what i had post just now , is just normal talking not those angry kind .
Kthanks .

baoxian: nono,me me cuter than wuming you know(:HEHE,got leh,you gien song,dont want admit only.
Vikkiyo(!) says : LOL , This topic damn long already ! LOL .

Olly (: Ni hao sweetie , got miss my tag anot
Vikkiyo(!) says : Kehahahhas , got ! Without you , my tags so little ! LOL . Heeeeeeeeeee !

'PEILING: hihi ^^ cheerz upz hunneyz (: things will be fine (: dun worry be happey (:
'PEILING: tc yay !
Vikkiyo(!) says : HELLO ! Thanks yeah (: Everything is fine now ^^ Tc too .

Jingyu: Hihi! <: Passedby, and, cheerup hey (:
Vikkiyo(!) says : Hello sweetie ! Thanks yeah (:

amirah: TAGTAGTAG! Heloo, i've got nothing better to do so, Stay preeeetyy ^^
Vikkiyo(!) says : HI ! Thankyou very much (: Stay pretty too yeah !

Olivialsh: Heh heh thank you & Yes I liked it [: & Ok NC16 movie together! Try to sneak in the rest etc Melrize HAHA Hide her in your pocket!!
Olivialsh: + Waffle and all that's 15 ^-^
Vikkiyo(!) says : Welcome ! :D Yeah ! Kehahahhas , sure ! I will wear with a bigger pockets one !

JKSH: i have poa tmrw also): pon ah.hahhaa:D
Vikkiyo(!) says : Cannot ! I good girl one neh ! Heeeeeeeeeee !

Melmelz,: Eh what hide me in Valerie's pocket! :@
Vikkiyo(!) says : Hide in the pocket cute neh ! LOL .

Joey: babe , saw you ytd ! pretty sehh you , haha cheerup alright , takecare(L)
Vikkiyo(!) says : Hello prettaye ~ Saw you that day too ! You also very pretty ah ! Thankyou , takecare too aye !

Ruiyi: hihihihi! ^^.
Vikkiyo(!) says : HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO !

celest: support me uh !
Vikkiyo(!) says : Ohkay(:

AMYHO : Hello my ChioBuDaughter ^^. Take cares & Cheer up
Vikkiyo(!) says : No chiobuuuuuuu ! Kehahahhas , thankyou ! (:

Melmelz,: RED LIKE LOBSTER NAO. I LIKE^^
Vikkiyo(!) says : Kehahahahs , i white lobster ? LOL .

2009-11-15T13:17:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOOOO ^^
Went to dye hair at Rayrays's place yesterday .
Heheheheheeeeeeeeeee , but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
I WANT MY OLD HAIR COLOUR BACK AH I TELL YOU !
TSK .
Now my colour not obvious anymore ! Sad ah i tell you )":
But enjoyed my day yesterday , laughs like so much .
Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .
After that , went ws to munch KFC ^^
And ah ! THEY BULLY MEEEE I TELL YOUUUUUUU !
LOL .

Honey working today )':
So i like no where to go but most likely going window shoppping with Melrize at tm !
And today is Karkheng chalet i think , but i not going cause Honey working until 8plus .
If i go , then awhile jiu need to go lers so not going )":
Tmr then go plus maybe ton-ing ? ^^
Heheheheeeeeeeee , i can't wait for Monday to come ! *secret !

But(!) sadly , Olivia and Rayray not going later )':
I going to cry i tell youuuuuuuuu !
&I going to be broke )":
So maybe gonna go home early today .
But i feels so bad now , ohkay i want stop here .
Bye .

2009-11-13T22:18:00.000-08:00

I watched 2012 yesterday with Honey&Co.
At first i thought i could not make it as Honey told me that
2pm need to reach ehub , so actually quite saddddddddddddd .
But(!) after that , he told me that the movie is starting at 3plus .
So i rush to ehub and i skipped my lunch ohkay ! LOL .
In the end , watched the 5.50pm movie .
Quite nice but some parts were boring .
Home around 9plus yesterday ><

LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ! YAYYAY .
Happy like hell .
But didn't have any plans today )':
So followed my mom to Bugis to meet my aunt .
Didn't bought anything as nth caught my eye ?
Home around 7plus , skipped dinner ^^

Ohkay , i running out of pictures .
Got to zilian more -.- LOLOLOL .
Gonna meet some blogshop owner to pass her the moneyyyyyyyy .
Hope the tee come fast fast ! heheheheeeeeeeeeeeee .
Ohkay , nth to post anymore ><
Ciaoz .

2009-11-11T22:20:00.000-08:00

Firstly , Happy Belated 16th Birthday to Olivialsh ! ^^
Must wait for me watch NC16 movie together !
Aku 3 more months to 16 ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! ><
Heeeheee , hope you like the surpise we gave you that day (:

2012 coming out tmr ! But i not happy at all like i used to )':
Cause i got the bloodyyyyyy poa tmr ! TSK .
Or should i pon my poa ? Heheheheeeeee .
But cannot ah , teaching new chapter i think )":
Haish , nvmmmmmmmmmm . It is just a movie ?
Fuck you Fuck you Fuck you .

Everything is still the same , yes .
I am still quarreling with him almost everyday , power anot ?
NOT HAPPY , NOT HAPPY , NOT HAPPY AT ALL .
Sometimes i wonder , what is life ?
Everyday doing the same thing , quarreling over the same thing ,
waking up the same time almost everyday !
Is this life ? If it is , it suckkkks to the max lahs .

I got no plans for Friday , Saturday and Sunday !
Ohwhatthefuck .
School closing like two more days !
&i can sleep late , wake up late . Oh yeah ! *dance .

Until here ,
will update soooooooon ^^